No apologies necessary, we have all been where you are now And trying to navigate a forum with a new stroke brain is never going to be easy! We all have great tolerance for each others mistakes on here.
Anyway, welcome to the forum. Its quite an achievement when you finally managed to create your first post and should be celebrated
I’m 3yrs post stroke, and like everyone else, anxiety was prevalent in the begining. Its natural and normal because the next one could be the big one. After several uneventful months you will start to relax. And as your recovery progresses and to start doing more about living again, anxiety may sease to exist. Keep up with your medications, eat healthy and get in your steps and that is about as much as any of us can do. Do right by yourself! And congratulations on staying dry so long, you’re doing well, keep it up